Razakel - "Heroine" [Audio Only]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjkRcMpCNPQ Produced By: Sutter Kain New Album Coming Soon! Lyrics: Do you remember me cause I don’t even know myself I’m poisoning my body trying to forget this living Hell Mental health is suffering I can’t keep on covering All the scars & signs can't focus on recovery I’m stuttering I can’t keep up with my own lies I don’t care who I hurt I just need to get high If you look into my eyes you can see that I’m lost Everybody tries to save me but I’ll fight at any cost I try to stop but I’m selfish I’m weak Losing everything family friends appetite & sleep The paramedics know me I’m famous VIP Waking up to crowds around me every time that I OD And I don’t even know where to call home It’s all my fault I’m left with nothing all alone God are you there can you hear my call? Shit I’d ignore me too watch me laugh as I fall Hold me God when I fall I’m looking for any direction but I’m lost at the sight of my own reflection Can you hear when I call Or will I face rejection I don’t wanna be lost looking for a connection I got the shakes I need my next fix Another pill another line another drink another hit I’m an addict if I stop I get sick The pain is so intense I gotta kill myself to live Limits don’t exist I can’t resist temptation I say I’m gonna quit but I’m lost in translation Got a bad reputation known for being a hypocrite Relationships never last I’m toxic Stripped left with nothing so I got nothing to lose So I use to feel something any substance I’ll abuse I choose to live this way I hate it degrade it No sunshine in this in this darkness the colors have faded And I don’t even know where to call home It’s all my fault I’m left with nothing all alone God are you there can you hear my call? Shit I’d ignore me too watch me laugh as I fall Hold me God when I fall I’m looking for any direction but I’m lost at the sight of my own reflection Can you hear when I call Or will I face rejection I don’t wanna be lost looking for a connection credits